The day without you

Con.....concent........c-o-n-c-e-n-t-r-a

Arghhhhh I failed to spell it out.

I couldn't do it too. This is like I keep doing something I should not do, and ignore what I should do properly now.

Hate myself.

Concentraaaaaaaaaate!


So lost. :(

Goodbye Ksa

30 March 2011. Lovely Sunny Day. Today's feelings was complicated. Happy? sad? excited? or ...? I can say its do really feel like "h-e-a-v-y". yeap. It's my last day in Kasturi College International. I think it was the last day of the college name in Kasturi College International. This is because the college changed their name to "Malvern College International". I miss Kasturi College International. :') I was happy because from today onwards, I can sleep till whatever time I like. I no longer scare to be late to work. *sleep like pig* I was sad because I no more working, I no more extra income, I no more laughing with the team of the college when break time. I was excited because I can concentrate and start my revision plan april onwards, and of course play hard too. *snake!* I feel heavy. heavy. I love this job very much, indeed. and now, I have to go, put down my resposibility, and back to the original position of me. Thank you Mr Marcus who gave me the chance to join in their team member. Thank you everyone in the college, guiding me, lead my way, bring so much beautiful memories and laughters, painting up chapters of my life! You guys are awesome! I will miss the time when I still one of the team member of Kasturi College. I love working with the admin staffs, fight for students, serve all beloved lecturers. I learnt a lot, I experienced a lot, I do gained a lot. Thank you for everything. Specially thanks to everyone who guide me, help me, cheer me, motivate me, wishes me, mumbling me, who treat me food, who bring me home, and also who hates me, scolded me. I will not forget this 8 months honey time with all of u. I do appreciate it in my deep deep heart. ♥ I love all of you! Hope everyone all the best in the future. I shall see you'll soon! :') and now, I back to my student life, enjoy the last 2 months full time student's life, face the challenges, see the world with different perspective. They are still beautiful and wonderful in front of my eyes. :)

今日心情歌曲：好想为你哭

列表里的歌都是长年累月堆积下来的，
却从没好好的在听它唱些什么。
今天不知怎么，
感觉句句都唱到心坎里了，
反映出心里逃避已久的感觉。
脑海里不断的播放回忆里的片段，
开心的，哭泣的，难过的，羞涩的；
忽然莫名的希望时光可以倒流，
更改过去所犯的错，
然后让眼泪化成迷人的微笑。

或许都知道理由，

只是来不及了。

坏习惯

我只能用慵懶來形容今天的自己。
想賴在床上，什么都不想，什么都不做。

buzzz

Still struggling with my assignment. *swt!*
like what I saw in the facebook, my friend's wall post :
"i type a sentence. i slack for 30mins. when will i finish writing??=.="
I have the same thinking with her too.

tomyam fried rice as dinner! woohooo! it is soooooo tomyam! :)
still not full. is like tomyam fried rice don't have rice, only tomyam taste.
what a big eater!

Then I go for snowflakes and bought butterscotch bread! *yumyum
Plan to enjoy snowflakes with a movie first only back to homework.
Wish I really can finish it by tonight.


Not to procrastinate anymore! Energetic like a Tigger!

Progress

Hmm...have a hair cut for my fringe today. eyes no more itchy itchy!
But the hairstylist not pro as the last time one. :(

have-to-work-out-something-but-nothing-yet
Been facing my assignment whole day long. But I facebook more instead. headache headache. Should move forward. My assignment already pending for a week.

switch to work mode, NOW.
*yawn*

hellooooooo ;)

Its been ages I didn't update my blog. So sorry that I had forgotten I am the owner of this little space. ooops! Yea I as a "part time"blog walker have been keep update myself by reading others blogs, but not updates my own one.

2011 has started around 3 months and March is going to end soon. time flies. Yet I just started my very first post of year 2011. See how slow am I! Okay, am going to sort out what have happened within this 3 months! :)

January 2011. The very first day of January 2011, I do make a wish, wish that the world will still be beautiful and wonderful when I opened my eyes every morning. Yet I am greedy, I make more than one wish. hehe :P you know, humans are always want more and more and more. haha. This was also a month for me to shop until drop. CNY was around the corner. Thus, am broke till drop. T.T

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Oh ya! I changed my hairstyle! hehehe!

I am glad that I as a part timer been invited to attend the staff annual dinner of KSA! have lots fun with them! c:

February 2011. Chinese New Year mood was attached along with me all the way. Valentines' Day was in the month too. But something sad happened. I have no way to be like that just because I made the choice I made the decision I made both of us deeply depressed. :'( I do hope everything will be alright, and believe tomorrow will be better. ACCA results was out. I got myself ready to accept the fact. Its in my estimation, but I still feel sad and demotivated. Thanks God that I passed the bulky syllybus paper. If I failed that one, I will be in deep deep depression.

March 2011. Started my research work. Enrolled for one more class. Time table full everyday. Workload getting more and more, dark circle getting dark and dark. I still working hard here.
Yet I still have some time to lepak in facebook. haha. Skype with Jiahua, skype with char yee. Nice talk with them, indeed. :)

meeting up with emily and yanyan too! Its been very long time we didn't sit down and talk already. I miss them lots!

Tsunami and earthquake hit Japan. I try my best to ignore this real fact which the earth is sick.
I dont want to be up-to-date. ><

Here is my 3 months days. complicated feelings, learnt new stuff, experience something new too. Future is so uncertainty. I hate decision making. Have many thoughts recently but don't know who to share. I was like keep nagging my own grandma stories to my friends. plsdontignoreme x)

will updates soon I guess. :P buais